It is 11 pm and i am on night duty. My next check is supposed to be 2 am but it looks like Fawn decided otherwise as she is getting ready to give birth any time now. I will have to check every two hour so i am hoping she is going to have her babies soon. And the idea of sleeping a couple hours between my checks just went down the drain…It could be a long night.
Saturday was the first farmer’s market of the season and we went to check it out, but not to work, as it was our day off. It was pretty small, but merchants usually come later in the season, when it is warm and more people are around. There were a couple cheese makers (including Sunny pine farm), some starts and seeds for the garden, cookies and baked goods, fresh juices and natural seasonings. And then, there was the arts and crafts section, with people selling their stuff (jewelries, flower composition, wood benches, etc.). I am sure it will be better next month with more vendors. So far, my favorite farmer’s markets are the ones in Long Beach, CA and Grants Pass, OR. If you have a chance to go to either one, it is worth it.
Beautiful spring-one of my favorite season-with its clean and fresh air and its beautiful wildflowers. I am wildflowers: yellow, blue, pruple, white, etc. I love it!
A couple days ago we finished pruning all the fruit trees and it looks like we did a good job. I guess we should wait for the fall and see if there is any fruit growing on the trees…Who knows maybe we kill them all! I hope not. Derek read a book on pruning right before doing it and he told me what to do…so really anything is possible.
I was upset last Friday because we lost one of our kids and I had high hope for him…I took his death personally and it was very hard for me. I saw him give his last breath and he fought very hard, until his heart gave up. I could see his breathing slowing down and I could see in his eyes that it was the end; it was a very emotional moment. Let me explain why I was so attached to this little guy. Tuesday night was my night shift and when I went to check on the goats at 2 am, I saw 3 kids lying on the barn floor. It was a cold night and they could have been lying there since my last check at 10:30 pm…I jumped over the fence and quickly evaluated the situation: one kid was already dead so I grabbed the other two, who were still alive, as well as the goat standing next to them (that will be my next story…). Both kids made some noises and I thought it was a good sign. One drunk some milk and one did not but it takes awhile sometimes for them to eat and I figure they needed to recover after being left unattended for hours. Both were very weak: probably from the cold but also from selenium deficiency (weak legs and neck). One was looking better than the other one. Anyway, the one that did not look good died sometime before 9 am and the other one hang in there for a couple days, getting better and stronger every hour. He was looking good, staying on his 4 legs for some time (but not walking), sucking on his mama’s teats and it made me so happy just watching him. He was looking so much better that I almost wanted to cry: it was beautiful to see him like that after being almost dead. The sad part was that his mama totally ignored him and I had to tie her down to feed the kid. It happens often with first time moms: they don’t know what to do and they want nothing to do with these things sucking on their teats. Back to my friend. He did well all day until around 10 pm when he refused to eat; I fed him some around 8:30 pm so I thought he was still full and his stomach did not feel empty so I did not worry. At 2 am, he still refused to eat and I thought that was weird, so I used the baby bottle and forced some milk into his mouth (you want to be careful not to have the milk going in the wrong pipe, straight into the lungs). He was still standing fine and looked okay. The next morning, when I checked around 10 am, he was not looking good, still not eating, laying down very weak, his tongue sticking out weird. That’s when Derek and I decided to do something; it was going to be his last chance and it was probably already too late. We gave him an energy boost, took him in the sun to warm him up, massaged him and tried to stimulate him by rubbing his back and trying to get a reaction from him. Ed thought that he could be constipated (it happens often that kids get plugged up and die from it; that’s why we clean up kids butts often with warm water). We gave him a bunch of a molasses, cayenne, and garlic mixture (great stimulants for goats) and more milk. He looked weaker and weaker as time went by and by 3 pm he was dead. The sad thing is that I don’t know why he died. Is there something we could have done differently to save him? No one knows. I think it is harder for me because I am the one who found him, fought for him from the get go and thought for sure he was going to make it…Anyway, I carried his little lifeless body outside and buried him in the compost pile. I was feeling pretty bad so I decided to go see the other kids that we just put out in the outside pen. It was a good thing to do because right away they put a smile on my face; they were just running around, bleating, jumping over rocks and fallen tree limbs, doing flips in the air…so refreshing and uplifting. No need to worry now, I got through this and I am feeling better now. And i still check on the kids on a daily basis because they are so fun to watch.
Now I would like to go back to my 2 am check on Tuesday night (when I found the babies on the floor). The situation was quiet dramatic but something funny happened. It is a bit embarrassing but it probably won’t kill me to tell you. Please, keep in mind that it was 2 am, I just had gotten out of bed and all I wanted to do was check on the goats and go back to bed…well it did not happened quiet like that!
Tuesday all day I thought May (a black and white goat with an orange collar) was ready to give birth: she was showing signs that made me thought she was ready. So when I got to the barn and saw the kids lying on the ground, i thought for sure it was May’s and of course, I felt guilty for not bringing her inside the barn, where it is a bit more protected from the elements. So I grabbed a black and white goat with an orange collar that was standing next to the kids, pulling on the goat’s collar while holding the babies with my other arm, rushing past the goats lying on the ground. Once inside the barn I put the kids in a small pen and brought the goat in. She kept escaping outside the pen and I was staring to get annoyed, thinking: “geez, come take care of your kids lady”! After few escapes, I closed the pen, dried the babies, rubbed and frictioned them, dipped the umbilical cords and started feeding the kids. The goat was not letting me do it so I tied her down and finally got some milk into the kid’s stomach (not much but it was good enough for a start). The goat’s behavior was not that unusual and often you have to tie the goat down so she stops moving around an dlet the kids nurse. I noticed her teats were kind of orange (like the iodine dip with use when milking). It took several minutes before it hit me that I had the wrong goat…I checked her name tag and sure enough I had Ramen, who gave birth a couple weeks ago…I had the wrong goat! No wonder she did not seem to like the kids nursing her. But she was nice enough to the them, sniffing them and even licking one of them. I felt stupid and wondered how I was going to find the goat now. So I let Ramen out and she was bleating, looking at me with her big eyes, probably wondering what in the world just happened to her. I started my mission to find the real mom…The only way was to check the butts of the possible mothers and it took me only a couple minutes to find the good one, who was just standing there, looking like she did not know what was happening to her. I grabbed her and brought her inside the pen with the kids but she showed no interests in them at all. I wondered if it took too long for a bonding between with the kids and the mom (it usually happens right away-or not) or if I just blew it up by bringing in the wrong goat and putting another goat’s smell on the kids? I like to think that they did not bond because Rana is not the motherly type, not because I brought the wrong goat in : )
Now whenever I see Ramen (the wrong goat), I think about that night and how good of a sport she was! Thinking about it now, I think it is hysterical, especially when I play the scene in my head again… The real mom, Rana, is the worst mother out of all the moms we had so far. She had very little contact with the kid (a sniff once in a while), would not sleep next to him, would not lick him and would let him nurse only when tied to the fence. But she did not seem to be happy when we took the kid away and send her back out with the other goats. Maybe this is why this little kid was so special to me, what a story! I did not tell this story to anybody at the farm because I think it is embarrassing. I wondered how many times someone brought the wrong goat in!
Just thought I would end the blog with a funny story as I started with a sad one…
Three weeks to go: Final countdown. Anybody remembers that song “final countdown” from the band Europe? If any one likes the 80’s, that was very…well 80’s!
Ed is a really nice, caring person and it is good for me to be around him. I wish i was like him in many ways. He really cares for his goats; he is always so calm around them and nice to them. I hope i will become more like him.
Take care,
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